9th November 2009

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I stay in love

I try as hard as I can to get over it, God knows. But I can’t bring myself to get over the thought of you and me finished. I don’t want it to be the end, and what hurts the most is that I can’t do anything about it. We both said to let go, but do you really think I could let go that easily? I kept thinking that one day it’ll all make sense and that we would get back together, but I knew deep inside that it was over. Everytime you hurt me, everytime you did something wrong, I did nothing but accept it and let it go. I wish I was stronger and got mad at you. But of course I didn’t show it. No one really knows I feel this way, only two special people truly know.

We said let go but I kept on hanging on. Inside I know its over you’re really gone. It’s killing me cause there ain’t nothing that I can do. Baby, I stay in love with you. And I keep on telling myself that you’ll come back around, and I try to front like oh well each time you let me down. I can’t get over you now, no matter what I do.

- Mariah Carey